New Year's Resolutions

So, today, I'm gonna be incredibly original, and write down my own New Year's Resolutions. Mainly as a way for me to remember them, by writing them down. I did some research on these so called resolutions before this post, and did you know that about only 12% of people ever actually accomplish them? That's pretty damn low. That's why, I'm gonna prove to the world that I can do what I set my mind to! YEAH!

Okay, so, resolution one:

Complete my first album.
This shouldn't be too tricky. I mean I already have finished half the songs. Kind of. I'll probably need to re-record them, cause they sound kind of shite right now. But I thought a cool way to motivate me to do this, is to say that I won't shave ever, until it's finished. Hahaha I hate having an unshaven face. So if I force myself to not shave until it's finished, I'm gonna want to finish it a lot sooner, and not get distracted!

Resolution two:

Be more aware of my surroundings.
I'm always bashing into things. So I reckon it'd be a good idea to, ya know, not.

Resolution three:

Be nicer to my Brother..
He's an alright kid. Just he gets on my nerves a lot. And on purpose too! But I suppose this will also be a good lesson in tolerance. Weeell, I'll try and be a better brother for him. I won't be here for too long, and I don't want his only memories of me being of some guy who's a total short fused prick.

Resolution four:

I don't really know yet.
I'm thinking of having 5. So, I'll just edit it when I've come up with the next two.

Soul

Ya know, 

there was a time in my life when I thought there was no such thing as soul. And that it was stupid to even think that there was some floaty thing or whatever that just lives in your stomach and gives you feeling and stuff. 

Now when you describe a soul like that, maybe it would make sense to pass it all off as stupid.

But I've been doing some, "soul searching" I guess you could say, lately, and from the looks of things. Maybe, just maybe, I actually do have one. 

Which is strange, because I never thought I'd say that.

Most people say that you have to have faith and believe in stuff like this for it to all count. But I reckon you don't need to believe in something for it to exist. I mean, I don't need to believe in the existence of cheese for there to be cheese in the world. So if I were to one day decide that cheese no longer exists, it wouldn't just disappear off the face of the earth.

Hahah although that would b e pretty funny.

But anyway, my point is, I never really believed in the possibility of a soul before, but that didn't stop me from actually feeling all the stuff that soul's supposedly make me feel. So.. maybe I do have one. Then again, I'm pretty sure what the soul makes you feel is just what the brain makes me feel. So your soul is your brain. Hah. No shit. Makes more sense.

But then why do I feel stuff in my chest sometimes? Does my brain just tell my feelings to go hang out in my left atrium?? Probably. 

Anyway I think I've talked myself into a circle enough for one early morning. 

Woo doggie, I'm tired.

G'night

Sleep

Ever get that feeling when you're really tired, but realise you can't sleep, cause you have to be awake in about 2 hours?

Probably not.

But I'm feeling like that right now. 

Got a car to catch in two hours, and if I sleep now, I know I won't be able to wake up to catch it. 

Aw crap, I haven't even packed yet!

And now I'm sounding like a whiny bitch!

Sorry. I'm just sleep deprived,

with nothing better to do.

Except maybe pack..

Recap!

Hah, I forgot about you again.

So it's been about 4 months since I last posted anything, so I reckon now's a good time to start up again!
I won't say anything about this being the last time I forget about this blog, or that I promise to always update it from now on, since whenever I do that, 4 months just seem to slip away.

And boy! What an action packed 4 months these have been!
Seriously, I never would have thought it would go down like this.
A lot has happened.
Too much to write about all of it.
Maybe I'll just give a highlight of each month.
Or something.
I dunno.
STARTIIIING OOONN:

AUGUST

Some guy who I knew for a while left for England this month.
It was pretty sad because this guy was my best friend.
But it's okay because I still see him now and then.
He's still a total douchebag.

SEPTEMBER


School started again.
I'm doing the IB right now.
A lot of people warned me and told me how difficult it is. Saying how I'm gonna be stressed all the time and that I'll be studying for the next two years. Apparently I won't have a social life or sleep either. This is pretty funny cause if anything, my social life has improved greatly from last year! I have more than 2 friends now!!
Haha yeah, sad, I know.
But I'm happy now.
And still haven't been stressed yet.
Yet.

OCTOBER


Half term!
My friend came over from England.
It was pretty cool.


NOVEMBER


I went to some Island with a funny name.
That was also pretty cool.
I got to know a few people better, and I wasn't a complete social retard too!
During the night it rained really heavily and knocked down our shelter almost completely.
It could have been a disaster, but we ended up fixing it in the rain.
Then when we finally got around to lying down and sleeping, it turned out my legs were too long to be covered by the blanket, so when I woke up it didn't look like it at first, but I actually had about a million mosquito bites on my legs!
But I didn't mind that though cause I got to hold this awesome girl's hand the night before, when it was cold and stormy.
It was kind of unexpected and I didn't know what would happen.. But ya know, she didn't seem too weirded out by it. So that's a relief!

DECEMBER


School ended and I went to England for a bit.


Kay. Sick of writing now.

Bye!