Nobreath

Doyouknowwhatitsliketolovesomeonewhosuddenlywantsnothingtodowithyou?It'sliterallyemotionallycrushing.It'slikeeverything'sbacktohowitwasaboutayearago.Stunnedsilenceandlossofwordsandtheonlytimeweeverevenreallytalkisonlineandeventhenit'snotlikeit'sthesame.Prettymuchalloflastweekitfeltlikewheneveriwasnearyouyoujustwentblankanddidn'tevenwannasay"hi".Buthenwhenileftyouseemedtotallynormalaroundeverybodyelse.Itwouldn'treallyhurtasmuchifthingswerealwayslikethis,butjustlasttermwewerereallystartingtobecomesuchgoodfriends.It'sprettysillynow,sinceIthoughtitwouldjustbegoinguphillforus.Ohhhh,howIwaswrong.For4daysIwasincrediblyconfusedonthewholematter,butwhenyoutoldmethereasonwascauseyouwerejustlookingforbalancebetweenfriends,Iunderstood.WellatleastIthoughtIdid..Apparentlybalancemeanstryingtocutmeoutalltogether.Imeanit'snotlikeI'mblamingyouoranything,you'vegotyourreasonsforwhatyoudo.Butitjusthurtwhenyoudididn'tevensaybyetomeafterIwaitedafterschoolonfridayforyouforaboutanhour,onlytofindoutyoudidn'tevenneedmetowait.Alright,thatismyfault.ButIstillwouldhavelikedtosaybye.That'snotsobad,right?Ijustmissyou,that'sall.HehI'dsatthistoyourfacebuti'mafraiditmightjustmakeingsevenmorebadbetweenus.Andthat'sthelastthingIwannado!TheonlyreasonI'mventingitouthereiscauseIknowyou'dneverreadit.Prooobablycauseyoudon'tevenknowaboutthisblog.Thankgoodnessforthat!ActuallyI'mprettysureJyenistheonlyonewhoreadsthisanyways,andI'mfinewiththat.So,I'llmakeanicepersonalmessageattheendwithspaces,soit'seasiertoreadthanallthiscrap!Andifyouactuallydidreadallthiswhining,sorryit'ssolong..:P Happy Chinese New Year Jyen!! :D Yeeeeaah!