Brain Transplant

It feels like,
there's something,
I should be doing.

But I'm not doing it.
Cause I can't quite wrap my head around
what it is.

It's definitely not write this blog post.
But ya know,
whatever.

sooo.. let's see.. recent stuff..
Oh, so! We ended up writing a song (mostly) on Saturday!
It was really fun, and there were hardly any awkward silences. So I think that's pretty good. Right?

Oh another thing, I've recently started to re-listen to this band I really like called the Living End.
They're reeeaally good. And whenever I hear the guitar part, I'm just awe-struck. It's like:
Waaaaaah. So cool.
But seriously. I hope that one day, if by somehow I just continue practicing everyday like I do, I'll be able to play like that guy in the band.

A question popped into my head today too, and I thought it was pretty interesting.
If you get a brain transplant, what happens to your memories and stuff?
Uh, assuming you're still alive after the operation.
Haha I haven't actually looked up anything on the whole operation.
But the concept of swapping brains seems pretty interesting.
Like, what if people could design special template brains, and create personalities that they want, and then basically start a new life with a new brain.
Yeah, pretty stupid, cause if you hate yourself so much why not just change yourself by yourself, right?
But I think people would be too lazy to do that.
Well some anyway.
Just a crazy idea I had, that's all.

Well then, I remembered what I had to do.
Homework.
Haaaaaah, but I just don't really feel like doing it ya know?
So I think I'll play guitar.

Happy Fuckin' Birthday

Alright I've got a feeling this one is gonna be incredibly loud. Just a warning.

So this is a pretty fun one that I did. Not very complicated, as usual.

There's something else I'd prefer to do for the middle part but I can't really think of what to add so that's how it is for now.

Any critiques or comments are welcome. If you happen to listen to it.

Happy Fuckin' Birthday

Don't let the name intimidate you. Its actually a very nice song.

Haaaah, just kidding. It's full of spite.

Enjoy!

Tension

Tension Gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooone.

Phew! What a load off! That's right!

I finished my music essay. And boy oh boy, does that feel good.
I mean, I know I've got an impending English essay coming tomorrow, math test on Friday, another music essay on Friday (probably) and then some other crap. But ya know? I'm not really feeling too stressed about. It just kinda feels like

Everything will be alright.

Have you ever heard that song before? It's really cool. It's by The Killers.
It's a pretty relaxing song. Well, to me anyway. It just makes me smiiiile.

Speaking of songs and smiles, I'll be writing a song with a friend on Saturday.
Hope that turns out good!
I'm really quite looking forward to it.
I wonder if we'll get anything done or not?
hmmmhmmmm, only time will tell I suppose!

The other day, a bus passed me by.
And I didn't chase after it.
Which I thought was pretty good.
Cause normally I get really sad when I see a bus pass by when I'm on the other side of the road.
Even more time to wait till I get home.
But this time I didn't even care.

Yup, pretty insignificant.
But that's okay.
Cause this is my blog.
And I can write about whatever I want.
Shneeeeeeee.

Still working on that satisfaction thing.
I really wanted to post up a new song that no one will listen to,
but I just didn't have time to today.
Maybe tomorrow.
Maybe.
Mehbehbehbeh.

That's actually really fun to say.
You should try it.
It's just like saying, maybe baby.
Except with eh's.
Okay, uh, pretty hard to explain it.
Through typing...
Okay......

I've got nothing much else on my mind right now.
So cya.

Losin' It

Hi there!

I'm feeling kind of bored. But, almost all the time. And I'm not particularly sure why.
So maybe saying it out loud here, will help, or whatever.

It's not that I'm doing things that never used to bore me. But I'm just feeling really apathetic. Like, my interest in things is just kind of lacking. Right now it seems the thing that's getting me by is just the thought of going home and playing guitar. I'm hoping if I keep playing every day, like I've been doing for about 3 years now, that I'll get good. Yeah a long time, right? I think I'm just a slow learner.

But being a slow learner is probably one of my problems. I get bored soooo easily half way through something because it takes so long, so I have to find a distraction or something else to keep my mind preoccupied. I'm thinking partly why I'm like this lately is cause I'm realising I won't be around here much too long.

It's just dawned on me that years aren't really that long..

And I've only got about one and a half left to go. Then I'm out of here, off somewhere else. Maybe where I wanna go, maybe not. I'm thinking I'll get my high school diploma though. So, I may end up where I want. That's what I'm really looking forward to now. Just, the future.

But then I kind of get scared thinking about that. What if I lose interest in recording, or producing or, dare I say it, guitar. Then what? I kind of have nothing to fall back on.. Nyeh that's not completely true. Biology's pretty cool. But I'd probably have to do those stupid SAT's if I wanted to do something to do with that.

Nah, I think music is where I'll end up. I hope so.

I also really wanna try and have more of a personality than a plank of wood. Hahah, I'm kind of boring myself.. Droning onnn and onnnn. Bitch bitch, whine whine, nyeh bleh patooie.

Well! I'm done with that! Yep! No more!

Time to look on the bright side.
I'm not sick! Wahoo!
And, I feel on top of my homework. Shazam!
And, and, it seems, that things are getting better. Skadoosh!
Hah. How vague.
"Things are getting better"
Pull it together man!
Don't wanna feel like I'm losin' it.

Hah, see what I did there? Title of the post, used.
Like when people in the movie they're in say the title of the movie.
It always feels so, satisfying I suppose.
Don't really know why. Just makes me laugh to myself.

Ah, that's it.
Figured out my problem.
I'm just bored cause I'm not feeling satisfied with anything I do.
I'll try working on that.
Do things that'll fill this void of pointlessness

Guess the question now is, where to start?

Saddo

So! Valentines day huh? Wee.
Hahah a very special day indeed. Well, not really for me, but, I'm sure for some people.
Nah, today I spent my afternoon recording up another demo. This one's called Saddo.
Quite a fitting title I'd say, considering what day it is today.

It's actually got quite a deep, meaningful back story.
Ya see, my friend, he pointed out, that I was standing in garbage.
Strange, I know, but I had no where else to stand while I was waiting for him.

It's a little scratchy on the vocals right now, but that's just cause I suck.
But don't worry! I figure if I do this all the time, I'm bound to get better. Right? Right.

So yeah, here's the link:    Saddo

Aaallssooo, I just realised that the last song I posted was a wav file, so that's why it took so long to download.. So this one's an mp3 this time.

I think I've got the balancing a bit better this time, but again I'm not sure.
Any suggestions, opinions, feedback, whatever, I'm all ears.

Doubtful. The actual song this time.

Here it is, as promised! My hit single, Doubtful. Haaahah. Only kidding. It's hardly a hit. But it was fun to make and uh, produce, if you can call what I did producing.

But really, I'm looking for any constructive criticism. It's probably not the best thing you've ever heard, and the sound is probably gonna be waaay too unbalanced.

But I'm still learning, so, yeah.
Any advice on whether it's too loud or soft, or whether it needs anything, I'm all ears. Just, ya know, don't be too harsh. This is my baby you're gonna be talkin' about here.

Heh, well here's the link! Here's to hoping it'll work!

Doubtful

Please random bloggers, my fate is in your hands!

Well, kind of.

Clouds

I originally wrote some crap about clouds and how I trip over my own feet because I think looking up is better than looking down yesterday.

But the formatting got all screwed up when I posted it.

So I clicked on the little edit button.

AND BAM


Everything was gone.


So instead of trying to write the same thing all over again, I decided to just do this:
Dump some of my thoughts about the past day or so.
Reflecting, ya know? IB seems to be big on that.

So yesterday I was sprung an ambush math tuition.
Not too happy about that.
Toootally not prepared for it, and I was yawning the whole time too.
But that's okay, I just got him to give me the history on radians.
Exciting right?
I know I really should be taking this a bit more seriously though.
Last math test, I got the incredibly impressive score of 12%

I know, I know, but please. Hold the applause till the end.

The day of my birthday a cat took a shit in the corner of my room.
And pissed on some foamy stuff.
Thank you kitty!
They just love me so much.

Today nothing interesting happened.
Haha, nah, I just can't remember anything.
Damn. That's not very good...
Ah, but I am working on my memory!
Kind of.

Okay, you can clap now.

Telecastin'

Hah! Look at the resemblance! 

Yeah I just think it's awesome how similar they are. 

Alright then, cya!

Awesome

So, I was just checkin' out this new layout for the blogspot dashboard, and found out I can see where abouts people in the world are who see my blog. And to my surprise, I have quite a few views from Russia! So I just wanted to say a big Здравствуйте! To anyone out there who may be reading my little blog all the way in Russia. Wow. I just think it's really awesome, that's all. 


Anyways so, this week hasn't been so bad. I think I'm getting better at talking again now. So that's good! Also I played in front of the whole school last Monday with my band. It was pretty fun actually. And so I don't think that went too bad.


I JUST FINISHED MY MUSIC ESSAY TOO! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 


Yeah. Alright. Cya then.
Oh and my birthday is coming up soon.